為什麼總覺得自己無法捕捉到瞬間只能流失在時間的河流中
為什麼總覺得自己無法捕捉到瞬間，只能流失在時間的河流中？
學攝影後悔死了，這句話仿佛成為了一個自我詢問，時常出現在我的腦海中。每當我拿起相機，準備要拍下一幕美麗的景象或是珍貴的人生瞬間，我就會感到一種前所未有的恐懼和不安。我開始質疑自己的選擇：是不是我們從一開始就誤入了一個錯綜複雜的世界？
這些疑問不斷地湧現，但它們似乎都沒有答案。在這個充滿著光影與色彩的世界裡，我是一個人類，用相機來捕捉生命中的每一個角落，每一次心跳。但為什麼總覺得自己無法真正地捕捉到那些瞬間？難道是我能力不足嗎？還是那份執着於完美太過頭？
想起初次接觸攝影，那份興奮和期待如同童年的夢想一般純真。每一次按下快門，都好像是在創造出新的故事，一幅幅圖畫，告訴著生活的一隻隻小鳥如何在天空中自由翱翔。然而隨著時間的推移，我發現自己越來越難以達成最初的心願。
我開始質疑自己的作品，不斷地對比、分析、修正，以至於最終只剩下了一個問題：我是否真的喜歡攝影？或者說，我只是因為別人的讚賞而迷戀這門藝術？
有時候，在社交媒體上瀏覽他人的作品，那些精妙絕倫、技術高超、甚至可以說是神奇般的照片，它們讓人忍不住想要放棄自己的努力，因為那些照片看似簡單卻又深刻，而我的作品則只能被視作是一場場試驗。
面對如此巨大的差距，我感到既沮喪又疲憊。那時候，我幾乎放棄了追求摄影的事業，並且決定將所有關於摄影的事情留給專業人士去做。但就在此刻，一個聲音響起——「如果你真正喜歡攝影，你就應該繼續嘗試」。
那聲音來自內心，是對自我的提醒，也許我們並不需要像外界所展示出的完美，所以為何非要強迫自己走向那條道路呢？也許真實之處，就在於享受過程本身，而不是終點。
所以，在重新燃燒熱情之前，我首先需要找回最初接觸攝影時的心態—that is, the joy of capturing moments and telling stories through images. I need to remind myself that it's okay not to be perfect, that it's the journey, not the destination.
I need to remember that every great photographer started somewhere. They didn't wake up one day with a fully developed style or technique; they honed their skills over time. And I can do the same.
So, what if I don't capture every moment perfectly? What if my photos aren't as polished or professional as others? The truth is, those imperfections are often what make a photo unique and memorable. It's the raw emotion, the unfiltered moment that speaks volumes more than any amount of post-processing can ever hope to achieve.
And so, I'll continue on this journey of learning and growing as a photographer. I'll keep experimenting with different techniques and styles until I find what works best for me. And when doubts creep in – as they inevitably will – I'll remind myself why I started in the first place: because photography brings me joy.
It doesn't matter how many times my work gets rejected or criticized; it doesn't matter how many times my photos get lost in cyberspace without anyone noticing them; all that matters is whether each click of my shutter captures something real about our world – something worth sharing with others.
In other words, even though "学摄 影后 悔 died" might be true at times for me (and perhaps for many photographers), but then again maybe there is no end point where we stop regretting our choices or feeling unsatisfied with our work—because photography itself is an endless journey of self-improvement and growth.
